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Friday, March 2, 2012

Weakness

Just let me get straight to the point.
I'm weak. Physically, intellectually, and, worst of all, of character. It's my only weakness, but it's killing me.

I've always been like that. I guess it has something to do with the fact that I was made believe that I'm a worthless fool. I was told it. I was treated accordingly. I wasn't given the attention I needed. I was inevitably deprived of love, of  family, of proper education.

My physical weakness began almost four years ago. When I started going to university, to be more specific. I have multiple vitamin deficiencies. I get tired easily. And I'm mostly fatigued and lethargic. Supplements don't seem to be helping.

Given that I've wasted two significant years of my life, two years of mental stagnation, I can't seem to focus well or function well cognitively.

I don't know why I'm saying all this. Just blowing off some steam, I guess.