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Thursday, December 13, 2012

I'm bad for me

Oh, it's been a while!
I sometimes ask myself why I have this blog, really.

I'm on a diet. An internet diet. If you're reading this, then you need to be on a diet, too!
For almost two years, I've been addicted to Twitter. I frequented many other useless and 'social' websites but it was mainly Twitter. On October 30, however, I realised that if I wanted to succeed in anything that matters in life, I had to quit. Cold turkey.

I'm a student. Always have been. Students must dedicate all of their effort and time to studying. That, alas, is easier said than done. I know it's wrong to keep blaming my depression but I've tried a lot to study well. I just feel that sort of despair you feel when you think that you, and whatever you're doing, are completely worthless. I also commute to school every day and am therefore too tired when I get home to study or concentrate. I think that gives you a brief description of my marks.

So I've cut down my internet use. Abuse, rather. And, since there's less than a month towards the beginning of my finals, I decided to start studying right away. But that was last week!

I hope I can do something about it before it's too late!