I'm about to move into my new 'home' with two friends. And I'm not ready yet. Not in the slightest! I've moved almost all of my stuff into my new room, but I'm still at my real home, too scared to move the most important item of all: me.
This change is causing me real trouble. I can't think well, I can't study, and, most importantly, I'm becoming very irritable. I'm very negative, and that makes me act in a way that seems rude to others. I don't like that characteristic in people (fluctuation) and it's even more annoying when I myself am doing it. I hope people can understand and forgive me.
I'm not myself these days, so please excuse my disorganized writing.
Excuse me very much!